Of course he is responsible for his own actions and you're completely within your rights to not have sympathy. I do, however, and it seems like a few do as well. Whereas someone like an Azhuraddin, a Cronje and particularly our man Mr X etc did it out of pure greed and almost an egotistical view that they'd get away with it, Lou's was fuelled by desperation and a foggy head. Yes that doesn't absolve a criminal act, certainly.
Yes you are welcome to have sympathy for him, however I think that's letting Vincent off the hook far too easily. Particularly as he seems to be quite willing to let himself off the hook in his own mind, as revealed by quotes like the following:
When you're under whatever this power is that XXX has over me, I felt I couldn't say no to him
Looking back, I knew that what I was doing was wrong but I was just completely and utterly manipulated by XXX.
and some allusion to depression contributing to his actions, in which case 'depression' (even though he may have genuinely suffered from it) just becomes another entity upon which he can externalise guilt while casting himself as an entirely passive party, or even victim.
It's classic blame-shifting and a few other sentences that say the words he knows he's supposed to say i.e. appearing to take responsibility for his actions, don't hide that he's given himself a leave pass.
For someone who is eager to please others, he clearly wasn't too concerned about the team-mates he affected in County Cricket and Auckland (I know you're outraged about this too) - no matter how he might have cloaked it and self-justified it in his own mind, that requires a conscious decision. Mysteriously, he was
more eager to please the other fixers and it was clearly just a coincidence that he also stood to gain from leaning that way. To borrow Gideon Haigh's quote on Mark Waugh "I suspect that, for all his easy-going nature, he was more covetous of money than he let on."
Sure, even the most responsible adults in the world make mistakes and do foolish things. However Vincent fixed for the best part of five years - that's ample time for a bit of reflection and while there is always room for redemption, it's telling that even now he's confessing because he's been caught rather than for any other reason.
Anyway I doubt we really disagree about this - this post has more become one on how I don't give weight to any of Vincent's protestations while he tries to wriggle away from this mess. Or maybe we do disagree - every bit as guilty as Azhuraddin, Cronje and Mr X in my opinion.