If he confessed, he served no punishment and dragged the woman's reputation through the mud. Your "probablys" amount to nothing when he has shown zero contrition at all. I accept the judicial decision regarding the rape, however, what he admitted to in court is low and he has shown no flash of conscience. All of that is speculation. If he had a conscience, then the events of the case at the time and immediately afterwards would have played out quite differently.
I was mad for years at a bowler in my grade who bowled a bouncer and killed a 19 year old.
I was mad at him for playing the next week and playing for the rest of the season.
I thought he had no heart and that I in the same circumstances would have been to shattered to play cricket for many years afterwards
I told that story here on CW and a poster called Dan took an interest in the story
The next day he posted an article from the Sydney Morning herald amazingly it was an interview of the bowler ten years after the event
He said that for years after he killed the boy he had woken up in the middle of the night gasping for breath having nightmares about killing the boy.
it really effected me
I had played against the boys team the week after it happened and he had a twin brother. I was an opening batsman and after we had a minutes silence they gave the new ball to the twin to bowl to me. He was a useless bowler. But I let him bowl me a maiden when I could have smacked every ball for four. Then I am ashamed to say I shrugged at the captain indicating you can’t bowl him all day to us so he took him off then I got out first pill to his replacement
Two weeks later we played the Australian bowler and I hated him as I had seen the rough shape the twin was in. Threw him dagger looks whenever he looked my way.
I can’t remember if I shook his hand after the game or not.
His lack of remorse by playing on was unacceptable to me
When I read the article ten years later I was deeply moved. The bowler had been remorseful and had been waking up in the middle of the night over it apparently.
I was possibly the most interested reader in the world of that article
I learned that everyone feels remorse and guilt even if it hits 6 months to a year later like it did to the bowler in my story
Based on my years of being alive and with that life story I am confident Scott feels terrible
I could be the wrong though and yes I am just speculating